Sunday, 21 June 2009

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  I doubt that we'll ever be the same
  and I guess I am afraid
  I'll miss who we were.

  

  There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you'd better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you'll never understand what it's saying.

  

  Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me
  Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
  Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
  Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me
  ~Garbage *I Think I'm Paranoid*

  

  No one could ever, or will ever, replace you. Even if I tried to forget you, I'd just be rushing my heart. You have my heart and that I promise you.

  

  It made me wonder how
  many times we forgive just
  because we don't want
  to lose somebody, even if
  they don't deserve our forgiveness.

  

  I used to be mad at you. A little on the hurt side too, but I'm not who I was. I found my way around to forgiving you some time ago, but I never got to tell you so. I found us in a photograph. I saw me and I had to laugh. You know, I'm not who I was. You were there, you were right above me and I wonder if you ever loved me just for who I was. When the pain came back again like a bitter friend, it was all that I could do to keep myself from blaming you. i reckon it's a funny thing. I figured out I can sing. Now I'm not who I was. I write about love and such. Maybe 'cause I want it so much. at least i expected the disappointment, right? i mean, i cant say i was surprised you hurt me once again. but i cant say it hurt any less, either.

  

  She has future plans and dreams at night.
  When they tell her life is hard, she says,
  "that's alright."

  

  I don't mind when surveys ask what song I'm listening to.
  I like doing 10 surveys at once.
  Whistling isn't in my list of 'skills'.
  What's lastfm?
  My mom likes some of the music that I listen to.
  My dad can name any song, along with the artist just seconds of hearing it.
  I could just sit around watching movies all day
  I always put a period at the end of my sentence when taking surveys.
  I've stayed in a motel, more than once.
  I hate verizon.
  I hate when my feet fall asleep.
  I'm just about ready to give up cigarettes for good
  I've seen Plain White Tees in concert, and they're amazing
  I've been to a Nelly concert.
  My desk is a mess.
  I don't scar easily.
  I use covergirl makeup.
  I hungout with my boyfriend yesterday.
  I lost something very important lately.
  Pineapple Express will always make me laugh.
  I'm always looking for new songs to listen to.
  I say 'fuck my life' a lot.
  I have the shittiest luck, ever.
  I'm not a very happy camper lately.
  Sometimes I question why I'm so addicted to surveys
  H2O is awesome.
  I woke up in a cranky mood today.

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