Saturday, 06 June 2009

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  The best things in life are unseen.
  That's why we close our eyes
  when we kiss, cry, and dream.

  

  I just want to live my life without you. I want to
  be able to wake up each morning and not wish
  you would call me. I want to be able to walk
  around with a smile, and pass right by you without
  a second glance, without noticing that you
  never gave me one.

  

  Please give me one last chance
  To prove myself
  To prove my heart to you
  I'm crying out to be in your arms again

  

  Suddenly everything just changed,
  something told me I just might stay.
  When I was sixteen going on seventeen,
  I didn't know much of anything.
  ~Sugarland *Sugarland*

  

  A heart break isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.
  Sometimes it's as silent as a feather falling.
  And the only one who can hear it is you.

  

  Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you’ve always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish it.

  

  Why must conversions always come so late?
  Why do people always apologize to corpses?

  

  I'm trying to think of something to do, just to keep me from thinking of you,
  but you know it's not working out, because your all that's on my mind.
  One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind.

  

  Be honest, who are you texting?
  no one
  What is something that you realized today?
  this guy I know has an AMAZING back and I really enjoy touching it
  Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
  I know a few who do
  What do you currently hear right now?
  baby birds outside my window
  Do you smoke crack everyday?
  nope, just cigs
  Have you ever ridden a horse?
  yes, I love them
  Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
  absolutely not... I wish I was
  How do you feel about school?
  I hate it and its ridiculous and I'm soooo glad I'm done
  Are you a patient person?
  no
  Would you rather be mad or sad?
  mad, its a lot easier and more stress relieving to yell than cry
  Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
  I have
  Are you afraid of death/dying?
  nope, its a natural part of life
  Think a lot before you fall asleep?
  yes
  Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
  I still do
  What color underwear are you wearing?
  hot pink,white, and black
  What do you usually order from starbucks?
  nothing, starbucks is an evil government mind control conspiracy and if you drink the drinks there you'll end up a mindless drone controlled by the government so I don't go there... and I'm sure that doesn't make me sound crazy at all
  What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
  dr pepper
  When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
  today
  Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
  oh fuck no
  Have you ever sang karaoke in a public place?
  yes
  When was the last time you felt like just disappearing?
  last week
  Have you ever felt worthless?
  not entirely
  What would you do if you one the lottery?
  shop, move out, shop more, pay for college, shop some more... oh and uh... shop
  Does any part of your body hurt right now?
  my entire body, still sore from the paint fight on thursday
  What are you craving?
  a vanilla latte with whip cream and a double shot espresso with whip cream
  How did you sleep last night?
  pretty well
  Do you like fortune cookies?
  love them
  Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them, or talk to?
  yes
  Did you ever like someone you didnt expect you would?
  yes, I actually love him but I shouldn't after all the shit he put me through but I'm just glad we're past all the bullshit now and we can be friends, even if its hard as hell to be just friends with someone I'm still in love with
  Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
  jeans
  Do you like something that most of your friends would find you weird for?
  yes
  Do you have a passion for oldies music?
  no, just 80's
  Are you a fan of reading?
  I read daily for hours
  What's your favorite color nail polish to wear?
  black, pink, or burgundy
  Did you know the first music video aired on MTV was "Video Killed the Radio Star?"
  Yes! LOVE IT!
  What was the last curse word you said aloud?
  fuck or cunt... can't remember which came first
  Have you ever listened to CDs to calm you down / put you to sleep?
  yes
  How often do you charge your cell phone?
  every night
  Have you ever known someone that ate their school lunches in the bathroom?
  me and my friend used to because we would sit in there and do things we weren't supposed to do in school and talk about things we aren't supposed to talk about in school
  Who do you care about more than yourself?
  someone who will only be known as Sunshine because I can't bear to hear his name, my beliefs, my closest friends, Angelo, my Angel, and my Adonis (wow I use code names a lot)
  Has any one said they love you in the last week? Who?
  yes, a few friends and my mom
  Do you have good memories with your friends?
  oh hell yes
  Are you good at hiding your feelings?
  extremely
  Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
  quite a few people I know actually
  Is there anyone you cannot go a day without talking to?
  yes
  Do you look people in the eyes when you talk to them?
  mostly, unless I'm distracted by something else in the room
  Anything you would change about your life right now?
  several things
  If you're quiet what does that mean?
  there are several things that could mean

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