Friday, 05 June 2009
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They're playing love songs on the radio.
I cannot relate to that now.
See, my life had it's ups and downs,
it's high points and it's low points.
And right now I need some excitement.
I might even need you.
All I want is one person. One person to hold me down and force me to say how I really feel.
One day you learned how to spell "heaven",
the next you told me to go to Hell.
Well its the hypocrites who sink on ships,
so I hope I see you smile when you go down
~Backseat Goodbye *Heaven, Hell, and Tomorrow*
You can't tell someone that you'll be there and then walk away like you don't care.
I'm not saying this cause I'm mad, I just want you to understand.
One day, it's gonna catch up with you.
A part of me wants to erase you from my past.
But another part of me still wants you in my future.
But theres a few things that I just need you to know
The way I felt when we were close
And how the stars explode everytime you are near
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion- not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others, they're more screwed up than you think. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away
What are you listening to?
my fan
Where were you last night?
paint fighting at a park
Do you remember a time you laughed over somthing not funny?
of course
Last person you told a secret to?
cyn
How many true friends do you have?
a lot, I would have more if I knew if I could count Andrew's multiple personalities
Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yep
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yep, dated them too
Do you trust all your friends?
no
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
yes
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
yeah. way too much in my opinion
Is there someone you want to be with right now?
yes
Is there someone you'd like to fix things with?
several people actually
Are you wearing jeans right now?
nope
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
sometimes
Is anyone else in the room with you?
no
Is there anyone you don't know what you would do without?
yes
When was the last time you went camping?
a few weeks ago..... it went ALL wrong and I almost ended up in jail... never doing that again
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I stole it from Andrew
Where were you at midnight last night?
laying in bed reading
Are you happier now or three months ago?
very much so
Are you a jealous person?
it depends on the person I'm with and if theres a good reason to be jealous but not usually
Do you hate anyone?
of course
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
probably
Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
manyshort relationships unless the one person happens to be this certain person that I still love
If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
yep and I'd stay there
Have you ever given someone your entire heart?
yes and it ended REALLY bad but things are okay now, we're friends again but I don't know, he still has all of me
Do you want to grow old with someone or be single forever?
unless the someone is my ex, I'd prefer to be alone forever
How many people have you liked in the past month?
one.... maybe two
Who was the last person you texted?
andrea
Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
emotionally abusive
Has a boy ever hit you?
yes but I hit him first
Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?
uh, try no one
Name your last reason for using a camera?
boredom
Do you like to cuddllee?
yes
What would your name be without the first three letters?
mine
What will you be doing tomorrow?
my graduation party
How do you feel about your hair right now?
my highlights need to be lighter and it's being an asshole and won't cooperate
How old will you be this year?
17
When did you last cry?
last night, but it was happy crying
Is your sister a slut?
I don't have a sister
What should you be doing right now?
something productive lol
Do you hate the last guy you were talking to?
of course not
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
I write about them but I don't talk about them usually
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